Saturday, June 18, 2011


It is eleven thirty Sunday morning and these men are at church.   Literally!  Below them there is children’s ministry and a worship service going on, but there is also a service on the roof!  One that requires sacrifice, sweat, and hard work, but reaps the blessing of spending time together at God’s house!

Jesus said, “My father’s house is a house of prayer”.  He healed the sick on the Sabbath.  Man has the option of defining what their church looks like.  Church by definition is the building where we assemble.  However only God can define what is true worship- for it comes from the heart.   I love the simple verse in Ecclesiastes 2:26:  “To the man who pleases him, God gives wisdom, knowledge and happiness.”

This universe is changing. As I roam these days I am seeing the importance of looking for what God sees more than ever before.  Planet Carol will always be repairing and adjusting but it is not I but Jesus in me I want you to see…….

Thursday, June 16, 2011


Summer rains are unique.  Thunder is louder, lightening is sharper, yet somehow they are more calming than rain any other time of year.  What I truly love the best is the earth’s response immediately after the summer rain.  Trees shake themselves like a puppy after a bath.  Plants stand taller and the colors are more brilliant. The grass seems longer like the rain brought instant growth!  I cannot help but think about the intricacy of God’s plan in caring for the earth.

I have a friend who makes beautiful baskets.  When she is done there is no doubt a feeling of both fulfillment and protection.  Where they are displayed will be a safe place.  A child cries when their beautiful creation is torn or ruined (or purposely knocked over by a sibling or friend).  My grandchildren were like hawks circling the strawberry jam they were making watching the clock and reminding me when it was time for the next step.  They wanted to separate their own jars in the freezerJ.  It is part of our nature to protect what is ours.

Perhaps if you have read this far you think I am rambling today.  Actually I have a thought.  Whatever I do today I pray that it feels loving to those who interact with me. I pray they feel the presence of a caring God around me.  I am His creation still in process so perfection will not describe me today.  Sincere love, patience, and empathy however are a few of the gifts of God to me that can appear to you….may it be so!

PS:  Next time it rains this summer go ahead- go outside and let it refresh you- after all we are part of the creation so it is meant for us too!!!

Tuesday, June 14, 2011


For a full 30 seconds the world stopped as the blend of the fresh picked strawberries and vanilla bean ice cream settled upon my daughter, husband, and my taste buds.  The fresh first fruit of the plants are not in any way comparable to “store fresh”!   We have all grown accustomed to running in and picking something “off the shelf” we no longer expect and in many cases don’t even remember the taste off a fruit or vegetable off the vine as God created it to be.  I am not a vegetarian or health nut in any way, but I do so appreciate anything fresh.  A friend and I were traveling once and stayed in the home of a lady who had just picked corn out of her garden.  My friend ate at least 10 ears she was in such fresh corn heaven!

It is interesting to me that God meant for all of life to be like that.  Moments of refreshing.   Not only did He provide it in food, but also for our minds and spirits.  The moment we understand something that has confused us there is refreshing.  Regularly I have moments just between the Lord and I where I understand what He is saying to me and feel His presence- refreshing!   Corporately as worship takes place during song, prayer or teaching we are refreshed as we experience God and share together.

Today I will look for the refreshments God has for me in the traffic pattern of my day…..




Thursday, June 2, 2011


Fall break.  Christmas break.  100th day of School.  Spring break.  Nothing measures up to the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! Usually the excitement is related to the academic work no longer required.  However not seeing their friends for the summer for many is emotional, lonely, and for some  worrisome and traumatic.

Schools come in all personalities and sizes these days.  Prep Schools, Private Schools, Christian Schools, Public Schools with Uniforms, and Public Schools without uniforms- and of course Home School and more!  Regardless of how excellent, good, mediocre, bad or horrific the school may be young children bond and take ownership and pride that it is theirs!   Since Kindergarten my grandson has dressed up for every school special occasion whether it is a party-visitor-program-election day, etc...  No one ever tells him to and several times it was quite a moment when Mom didn’t have the right clothes ready!  Today was a dress shirt with jogging pants and then as no surprise to me when the teacher announced it was time to hand out the awards he pulled out a suit coat he had been sitting on to wear for that moment!  He has true appreciation for special occasions and that is how he shows it.

When my reader base grows to thousands there will be hundreds of comments about unhappy children in school.  I didn’t mention happiness in paragraph one because I am aware that is true.  However, the need to identify with having what all other children have overrides the need to be happy.  So a young child will be proud of their school and friends and defend them as they share whatever the situation may be.  All of us as adults are sharing life with a group in some capacity; work, church, neighborhood, apartment complex, sports, hobbies, etc….  In most of these situations it is sad that so many people are unhappy.  Even more disturbing is the fact that often we pull away from each other and often pretend to be “fine” when we are not.  The truth is that we know the reality of our situation, just like the kids do.  But accepting who we are, where we are, and finding contentment and owning it often comes with great difficulty.  I am not saying there are not issues to fight as adults to bring positive change to our environments.  I am saying that pride among other things keeps us from accepting what we cannot change and enjoying what good God has for us in it. Perhaps we can learn from the children………

Wednesday, June 1, 2011


There she goes- driving off to a new adventure.  We used to do it regularly on my birthday!  The first time with a one month old baby between us on the U-Haul truck seat!  Most of America has a memory with a moving truck involved.  Excitement inside the cab is offset by the tears waving goodbye.  But hold on- this is not the 70’s!  Email, face book, cell phones, text and twitter!  It’s like the movie “What about Bob”- they’re not really gone- they are still here!   The first text is sent 30 seconds down the road!

Having sent my children all over the world without modern communications is unfathomable to me now!  I am watching nieces, nephews, and friends and sharing in their lives as often as I can use these tools.  It is a joy.  Communication is the key to keeping our relationships strong and at least momentarily a sure cure for the lonely pioneer out there somewhere.

Sometimes we refuse to take advantage of these modern conveniences and choose to disconnect.  That was never the plan.  Jesus said “Lo I am with you always, even to the end of the world.”  Whether you believe in Him or not there has no doubt been a time you would have liked to talk to God about something.  Technology savvy- Not!  Determined to stay in touch-Yes!  No matter what I face today I will look for the resources to keep me focused, stable, and happy!  In spite of the turmoil’s of the world- we are blessed and I for one Thank God Daily For His Goodness to me………………………